hello you bloggers!

hahah.
okay.
it's obvious im bored.

went to vivo city with ice cos we dono where else to go.
haha. nth much laa kat saner.
hais.
he so cute.
as always.

omg.
sch starting in a few more days.
i don't wanna go to sch.
i have 2 reasons.
1st, im lazy lahhh.
2nd, im scared cos got o'level next year.
darn it.

okay.

for some reason, the song sexy love by neyo is stuck in my head. haha.
nurul.

hello.

went to m'sia for the whole of last week.
had fun. =)

me, my bro and my cous went crazy at genting.
haha.
we went to the haunted house.
both of them claimed that they're not scared.
but as we went inside, syafiq pleaded to get out.
haha.
and my cous was hugging me tight.
but i feel secured la.
if not, i'll be screaming my head off sey.
and the best thing, we were laughing instead of screaming.
haha.
funny sey.

after the haunted house, we went wall climbing.
it was damn fun but scary to me.
cos im afraid of heights.
haha.
first time i climbed, it was only halfway to the top.
den i was so scared, i let go.
second time, i almost reach the top.
but i was too scared to go higher.
haha.
stupid.
but atleast i did climb the wall despite my fear of heights. =)

den we walked in the cold.
it was freezing! i tell you.
it was about 1 am like tt.
then when we cant stand d cold, we went starbucks and had our hot coffee.
den we went up to our hotel aaaand my aunt and uncle decided to walk around in the park.
so me and my cous followed her.
my aunt brought us to a higher ground.
it was colder man.
den me and my cous went crazy and started jumping and dancing.
haha.

den the next day we went to KL.
we went to alot of places like times square, lot 10, sungei wang and alot more.
all we did in KL was shop, shop, and shop.
but shopping is fun la.
hee. =)

yaaaa.

that's about all.

oh no!
there's one more thing.
i went home in a train.
and the train passed by some of the flooded areas.
if im not wrong it was before we reached segamat that we saw the flooded area.
we're travelling above the water. it was darn scary man.
den got one pakcik open the train door.
so i kepo2 stand beside him and look at the flood.
den he started telling me d water is deep la.
it is very disastrous la.
this and that.
haha. so cute.

okay.

i told my aunt's baby girl tt spongebob is punchbob. den until now she screams, "paaabob!". haha. so cute.
nurul.

hello hello.

im at my kakak sedare's house.
she's getting married TOMORROW!!
oh my god.
this is so weird maaan.
haha.

anyway.
i met ice first yesterday before i go to my cousin's house.
lalala.
he so cute.

and you noe wad?
hahah.
okay. nemind.

im goin malaysia this sunday.
yeay!
sorta cant wait but sorta dowan to go.
=)

coincidence is so sweet sometimes.
nurul.

my dad and mom made that sandcastle wen we went to pasir ris beach just now.
nice right?

anyway,
we had fun. heeks.
and we saw a rainbow when it wasn't raining.
cool huh?

me and my sibs made sandballs.
and then we all threw the sandballs at each other.
hee.
den there was once, syafiq took a ball and put it inside izza's swimming costume.
hahahaha.
it was damn funny man.

hais.
i miss ice.
listened to far away by nickelback.
tt song always reminds me of him bcos of alot of reasons.
=)

okay.

all i want you to do is be my love.
nurul

hello.

ice did not go malaysia yesterday night.
he went just now morning intstead.

okay.
im at my aunt's house.
watching what hurts the most music vid by rascal flatts.
i felt like listening to the song..
so ya.

hais.
i feel so..
err..
umm..
uhh..
i dont know.

okay la.
bye.

she said,"i saw you,"... too late fool.
nurul.

yesterday i met nad and nasri.
and nasri taught me a few chords from the guitar.
actually sume plan nak buat picnic but lastlast tak jadi.
anyway it was raining yesterday.
so ya.

den i went to airport with ice.
=)
he is so cute.
haha.
wad else would i say sey.
=)

u noe, we spend half of our time smiling like fools.
haha.
but cute uh.
heeks.

den we went to the viewing mall.
there's this guy who is so fascinated by the aeroplanes taking off.
he brought his binoculars with him.
den he kept looking at us and show the aeroplanes and stuff.
haha.
ice and me cannot stop laughing sey.

i dono why, but it seems super cold yesterday at the airport.
i couldn't stop shivering sey.
but tak obviousnye shiver la.

alaa.
he is going malaysia again tonight.
im gonna miss him AGAIN.
=(

hais.
i love ice.
=)

aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tahu.
nurul.

have you ever tried oreo with whipped cream?

it's heavenly.
well, at least to me lar. =)

anyway. slept at my aunt's house on sat.
my family plan to go johor the next day.
BUT my mom forgot our passports.
pandai.

so my aunt brought us to this place where there are monkeys.
there are turtles too in the nearby pond.

anyway,
i was carrying my aunt's baby girl and showing her the monkeys.
when suddenly,
a male monkey attacked a female one which was carrying her baby.
i shrieked and screamed," eyy!! jangan la!!! ".
haha.
as if the monkey understands me.

i sorta embarrassed myself.
becos there are many pple there.
sheesh.

okay.

i would trade, give away, all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken.
nurul.

hahah.

i just met my aunty.
and den her baby girl misses me.
haha.
so cute sey.

she hugged me.
den wen i need to go, i let her go.
den she hug me again.
hee.
den i gave her to my cous.
den she cry.
hahah.
soo cute.

okay.
i still sayang ice.=)

there are many things that i would like to say to you but i don't know how. =)
nurul.

my dad bought new guitar strings for me cos one of my strings da putus.
thanks to my uncle.
hee.
he bought the electronic tuner skali..

so yesterday,
i tried tuning my guitar.
i sucked. duhh.

but luckily,
syafiq always play soccer with the abangs bawah blok.
one of them helped me tune my guitar.
hee.
he is soo good maaan.
he taught syafiq how to play lagu Black Parade.
hehe.
and his guitar super nice.

anyway,
sayer sayang ice. =)

i look at you by my side.
nurul.

helo.

i currently am loathing my mom right now.
she dont let me go out today.
wad sey.
she say i everyday go out.
i everyday go out her head.
eee. babi betol.

mon i rotted at home.
tues i did the rotting again.
i went out on wed. =)
rotted again on thurs.
today, im so gonna rot again. duh.
im such a rottened person.
thanks to my mom.

see?
i never go out everyday wad.
ass.

aishite imasu. heehee.
nurul.

helo.

went to vivo city with ice yesterday.
hee.
he was super cute.
as always.

vivo city was sorta boring..
so we went to the arcade and raced.
he won.
sheesh.
i nearly won but then he took over.
hais.
hehe.
den we had ben and jerrys.
and walked around.

we listen to his mp3 on the way home.
den he sent me home and then meet his cous and fren.
hee.
so cute sey.

lalala.
sayer sayang ice.
=)

take me away.
nurul.

lalala.

i dono wad to write actually.
erm.
ice cute.
haha.

okay.

such boundless, pleasure.
nurul.

many people gets on my nerves today man.
suckers.
ade je org yg buat aku marah hari ni.
cibai betol.
surprisingly, my mom is not one of them.
hee.
so to all yg buat aku marah hari, go to hell.

alah.
i think i'm PMS-ing uh.
haha.

okay.
sayer sayang ice.
=)

there's beauty in the breakdown.
nurul.

hehe.

ice da balik.
=) =) =)
he so cute sey.
hee.

okay.
i dono wad else to write.

without granting innocence.
nurul.

helo!

just now i went to watch movie with my mom and sibs.
we watch crite Happy Feet.
its a cute show.

i like the amigos.
haha.
super cute maaan.
one of them said, " i want to tell something to you, ".
cute right?
hehe.

oh ya.
yesterday, in d middle of d night, my head and body started aching badly.
i had no energy to shout for my bro to help me.
so i reached for my hp and called my bro.
den he came to my rescue by bringing me 2 tablets of panadol and a cup of water.
hahah.
style.

okay.
hais.
i still miss ice...
alahai.
okay.

sing me something new.
nurul.

helo.

just now i went to the cerebral palsy centre again.
and jason still remembers my name.
haha. yeay!

den in d middle of layaning the people there,
my body and head started to ache.
sheesh.
my mom asked me to eat panadol but i lazy laa.
later la.

hais.
my head still throbbing.
ass la.
and i still miss ice. =)

these mishaps and your bubble wrap.
nurul.

helo!

tadi i go watch movie with my bro, cousin, and my cous's fren.
we watched crite Casino Royale.
the show is good.
it's a must watch.
hehe.

now im sitting.
and thinking of ice.
hehe.
hais.
i miss him laa.

i peek out from behind these walls.
nurul.

omg.
i miss you.
hais.

ice gi malaysia.
hais.
i miss him so much.

slalu if i miss him, i can msg him or sth.
now, i cannot.
alahai.

but he goes there only for 4 or 5 days.
haha.
alahai.

okay la.
i wanna eat.

i don't mind where you come from, as long as you come to me.
nurul.

helo!

yesterday sayer jumpe ice.
den he brought me to pasir ris park.
den he showed me d place where he saw hantu.
creepy sey tt place.

aaaaand he was cute as always.
den after we walk ard d park, we went to d food court.
we drink and talk for like 2 hours.
haha.

alahai.
he so cute sey.
=)
sayer sayang ice.

oh and today is d last day of my work attachment.
hais.
i sorta miss d people there.
especially Mr Raymond.
he was very nice to us.

okay.

im sleepy but i dont wanna let my bro use d com. haha.
nurul.

today is d first day i started my work attachment at a cerebral palsy centre.
its okay.
d pple there were pitiful.
got one guy, he can only laugh and cry.
kesian sey.

den after work, hilya, me, and nad went to vivo city.
its quite an interesting place.
we went to the candy empire.
bought some sweets den we went shopping.
after shopping, we went to a place where you can play in the water.

den nad and me started splashing water at each other.
by the time we want to go home, we all were drenched.
but it was funny man.
haha.

den we went home.
and now im thinking of ice.
haha.

i miss him la.
padahal baru jumpe die 3 days ago.
hais.

sayer sayang ice. =)
nurul.

helo!

yesterday i went out to watch The Grudge 2 with ice!
haha.
he was super cute!
=)

den when we were eating at BK, i msged nad, " hot sak die! haha. "
without me knowing she forwarded tt msg to ice. sheesh.
wen he got d msg, he was smiling so i asked y?
but he just shook his head.
den wen ard 9 at night, nad called and told me about it.
den i went hysterical.
haha.
malu sey. eeeee. malu!!
hais.

d movie was okay.
and he was cute.
hee. =)

den after d movie, he sent me home and then he went home.
alahai.
cute sey die. =)
hee.
=)

to look into your eyes and see you looking back. style. haha.
nurul.

hello.

i dont know what to wear today.
eeee. macam maner?

im goin out with ice but i dono what to wear.
how? how? how?
ahhh!!!

should i just wear my red t-shirt?
i look nice in it but it's fitting and i sorta dont feel comfortable in it.
or should i wear something else?

alaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
qilah said just wear.
okay.
fine.
i'll wear it.

i think.

sayer bored. haha. ehh?
nurul.

helo.

im listening to perhaps love by Howl and J.
im loving this song at the moment.
haha.

ice was cute yesterday.
wen i want to balik he suroh salam.
haha.
so cute!
=)
but i didn't la.

mahm ee jah koo geu dael sarang hahn dae yo.
nurul.

yesterday i went out with my classmates to jln rayer.
it was quite fun.
got into alot of troubles and got out of it too.
haha.

den just now i was one of the usherers for my sch's open house.
we wore our traditional clothes because we are suppose to.

after d open house,
me n hilya went to sayyidi's house.
den we all duduk2 and talk2 until like 1 hour.
haha.

den we went to ice's house.
haha.
he was super cute! as always.
but i paiseh like hell.
hee.

den i kept goin to his balcony.
i dono y but i like it there.
haha.
his sister was there too.
she looks younger than her age.
hee.

okay.

i went home feeling happy. =)
nurul.

helo.

yesterday i called ice.
he say wanna watch movie together.
hee.
so cute.

den i told him at century square nye tempat movie, someone pernah nampak hantu.
den he was like, " nemind la, i have wad, ".
haha.
den i paiseh.
haha.
den i dono how to react so i just give him a ' ha-ha '.
hehe.

he so cute sey.
lalala.
sayer sayang ice.
=)

=) ice cute la. =)
nurul.

helo.

im watching Goong.
haha.

all hilya and nad's fault laa.
now i've fallen in love with the show.
haha.

hilya likes shin.
nad likes yul.
i like shin because he is cuter and yul's face a little bit funny.
hilya said yul looks like alien.
haha.

okay.

you all should try watching Goong. it's cute. hee.
nurul.

im bored.
im bored.
im bored.

lalala.
lalala.
lalala.

eee.
eee.
eee.

sayer bosan laa.

yesterday, when i had enough of crying, i blasts my radio and jump around my room.
haha.
but then suddenly lagu2 yg kluar are sad songs.
stupid sey.

okay la.

Warn your warmth to turn away.
nurul.

sayer sayang ice. =)

just now me, hilya and nad went to bugis.
it was fun.
we took neoprints.
haha.
the pics were quite nice.
and we had alot of fun.
haha.

den my mom have to spoil my day by scolding me.
sheesh.
she said i cannot go out becos of my results.
but i asked my dad's permission already.

den i became so angry at her until i eventually broke down and cry.
den ice sent somthing tt made me smile.
den i called faiz to plan jln rayer den he was funny.
so he did cheered me up too.
haha.

okay.
my mom da bising.
irritating sey.

i wanna FLY away! =)
nurul.

helo.

i hate my mom.
my dad still okay.
but both same.

i got 6th in class.
and my parents were like, " eh. u study2 also got this kind of result? "
eh. hell-o! i only got 1A and Bs and Cs.
no Ds. no Fs.
i did not fail anything sey.
den still want to marah2.
giler.

alahai.
whatever luh eh.
i can't be bothered anymore.

anywae.
i love ice!
hee.

okay.

pernahkah kau menguntai..hari paling indah. haha. ni sume nad punye pasal.
nurul.

helo.

i passed!!
yeaaay! yeaaay! yeaaay!
sayer happy skali!

now im chattin with ice sambil main checkers.
hee. cute!
he trapped me.
sheesh.
always tau.
alahai.

now im listening to My Heart by Irwanshah and Acha.
all nad's fault.
tadi i go her house den she on this song.
den we screamed wen irwanshah sang.
den now the song stuck in my head.
sheesh.

alahai.
he give me chance den now i won the game but like no feeling of satisfaction gitu.
but he so sweet gimme chance.
hee.

okay la.

ice cute! always. =)
nurul.

ohh yaaaa.

i forgot to write about something.

my dad bought a new cameraaa!!
yeaaay! yeaaay!! yeaaay!!!
haha.
sayer happy skali!
=)

oh. and i hate one of my freaking uncle.
sial punye babi.
eh. org suro close the door, just close the bloody goddamn door la.
kan later aircon nye angin kluar.
den the if aircon rosak, he is not the one paying for the repair sey.

what an A.hole.
sheesh.

i hate tt particular uncle of mine. kepale batu plus bodoh.
nurul.

helo.

yesterday, i told ice tt i went to my cousin's house at Dairy Farm.
den he thot i meant a cow farm when it is a condo.
haha. cute sey.

then just now he msged.
hee.
he misses me.
i miss him too!
haha.

den i went to my uncle's house.
aaaaand.
he gave me his guitar!!
haha.
im so lucky.

i was like screaming, " yeaaay! i have guitar!! yeaaay!! ".
haha.
but it is not tuned.
nemind. i can get someone to tune it for me.
heeks.

okays.

sayer sayang and rindu ice. hee.
nurul.

sayer sayang ice! =)

just now i saw him and talked to him at sch.
hais. cute sey die.

on the first day of raye, i met my cousins.
haha. fun.
we talked about matair2.
den we all kacau each other.
den i sorta felt like a pig cos i ate alot. haha.

den just now i begged Mr Teo to let me come to his wedding.
hee. den he let me come.
i was like, " yeay!! ".
den me, hilya and nad walk ard TM and tried a few cute dresses.
in some dresses, we looked hot.
some just sucked.
haha.

yea.
but i dono if my mom let me go or not.
hais.
i hope she does.
i really2 wanna go because of afew reasons.
hehe.
like..
ice may be there,
it would be fun and
i just wanna go!
sheesh.

okay.

As he goes left and you stay right.
nurul.

helo.

i went to causeway point's body shop and bought a few make ups.
den i buka roti kirai at nad's house.
den we went terawih.

after terawih, i met ice again.
hais.
cute laa die.
as always.

i told him i ate roti kirai for buka.
den he smiled.
i was sorta hinting too(he likes roti kirai).
heehee.
cute.
den i asked, " u not jealous? "
haha.
den he said no.
hee.
cute.
den he antar me sampai bus stop.

den daaaa.
den i ate ben and jerry at nad's house den i went home.

okays.
sayer sayang ice.
hehe.

im eating a soggy prata. don't ask why.
nurul.

helo.

yesterday, i went shopping with hilya at far east and the heeren.
bought super cute earrings and an okay bag which my mom doesn't approve of.
well, at least i had fun. =)

anywae.
i met ice after terawih yesterday.
he was super cute.
i like the feeling of knowing tt he is beside me.
hehe.
and i talked to him after so long.
i was so happy yesterday.
hehe.

den just now he ask me whether i going terawih or not.
den i said no.
he went terawih.
hais.

i wanna go terawih!!
and then meet him again.
hehe.
but i have to follow my mom buy raye stuffs.
den he was like, family is more important.
yea.

hais.
cute laa die.
heeks.

okays.

peanut butter cookies! and blackcurrant gumdrop buttons!
nurul.

omg.

the haze is soo bad.
stupid sey.
i hate the haze.

anywaes.
if my mom lets me go out today, i'm gonna meet ice.
heeks. =)

i really hope my mom would let me go out today.
hais.

okays.

ice spelled hazelnut, hazzle nut. cute! =)
nurul.

hee.

sayer happy today!! =) =) =)

ice told me he likes me yesterday.
hehe.
so we're like together now.
hee.
i was smiling all the way.
=)

credits to hilya and nads.
without them, i dont think this would happen.
thaaank yooou, both of you.
=)

okays.

sayer sayang ice. haha.
nurul.

helo.

nad and hilya is at my house now.
haha.

we planned to watch movie but then we suddenly feel like lepaking on my bed.
so ya. i am gonna do tt after this.

just now, nad snatched away my phone and then she dialled ice's no.
i wanted to snatch the phone back but hilya grab my hands so i cannot do anything.
then i tickled nad with my chin.
den ice picked up the phone.
sheesh.

den nad talked to him for awhile.
den she gave hilya the phone and she held on to me.
ape sey.

hais.
okay.

now im listening to Dealova by Dewa.
cos im bored. haha.

okay.
_ ____ ______. u noe wad im gonna write.
hee. =)

i am the prime minister of singapore. haha.
nurul.

hey.

u noe wad?
ice won the game tt day.
haha.

the best thing is tt he had 2 kings and i had 5.
and he won the game. sheesh.
he was like, " u wanna see my king eat all
ur king? "
haha. cute sey.

oh yaa.
yesterday, i went somewhere with the some of the students to do CIP.
we had to arrange the library books.
we are doing so when a lizard suddenly crept out from one of the books.
all the girls were shrieking. haha.
i stood on one of the chairs. hee.
geli sey.

oh.
yesterday, nad and hilya called ice's home number.
they said if his mother pick up, i talk.
if ice pick up, they talk.
and, his mom picked up the phone.
so i talked.
ice was not at home.
he went to his aunt's house.
hehe.

okays.

i love ice. haha. =)

syahmi pronnounced ramadhan, ramadon. haha.
nurul.

im chatting with ice. hee.
cutelaa die.

okays.
now we playing checkers.
haha.
fun fun fun.
he is losing.
hehe.

hais.
okay.

he is cute.
nurul.

alahai.
sayer rindu ice.
hais.

anywae.
yesterday my dad gave me money to go shopping for raye stuffs.
i was like, " thaaank yooou, daaaddyy!! " haha.

den my mom was like, " the balance, give back, " .
my dad said no need. heeks. yeay!!

lalala.
ice cute.
=)

u noe wad?
after knowing ice has found out about this blog, i'm starting to think twice before i actually write something.
haha.

okay laa.

yawns. blink, blink. smile. haha.
nurul.

helo.

SYAHMI JUST CUT HIS HAIR!!!!

TAK HANDSOME LAGI!!!

ish. my mom finally convinced him to cut his hair short.
ape sey. he looks cuter when his hair is long.
dulu i can style his hair. den now like..urm. forget it?
haha.

sayer rindu ice laa.
hais.

lalala. i asked my dad to bring home dengdeng. haha.
nurul.

helo.

tadi ibu sayer suro sayer masak.
wen i don't even noe how to.
okays.
korang bleh ketawe.
haha.

mrepek seyy.
my nose da sakit because of the stupid haze den wanna kasi lagi terok by letting me smell bawang.
let me emphasize it..BAWANG!!
sakit sey my nose.

den in the end she masak.
haha.

my dad bought lampu kelap-kelip and hung it around our balcony.
now i semangat hari raye oready because im using the com in the balcony.
haha.

im currently chatting with my uncle.
die nga tengok youtube.
haha.

hais.
i miss ice.
dier tak online laa.

hais.
okays.

syafiq is using the faster com. freak him.
nurul.

helo.

yesterday i went terawih with hilya, nad and sab.
after terawih, we ate chocolate cups at the playground nearby.

we played confession game.
hilya said she told ice my blog.
im so screwed.
eee. malunye.
alahai. malunye aku!!
haha.

okays.
im bored.

im listening to I Don't Need A Man by Pussycat Dolls.
this song is soo screaming to FTB.
haha. IN YOUR FACE !!
but i still love ice la. =)

i don't need a ring around my finger to make me feel complete.
nurul.

peek-a-boo!

i found you!

haha.

sayer bosan.
dan ice sungguh cute.
haha.

okay.

smiles. and blush.
nurul.

helo.

yesterday i buka with my mom and sibs at food culture.
den we finished eating, syahmi vomited on the floor.
i shuddered with horror.
i love my bro but the vomit was just disgusting.

hais.
okays.
im still missing ice.

okays.
mosquitoes is currently eating hilya as she is saying.
haha.

i miss you.
nurul.

helo.

i feel sucky today.
hais.
wadeva.

i love you laa.
babi kau.

just now, a gal asked for ice's no.
siak nye pompan.
eee. babi.
alahai.
it's her life.
but i can't help feeling angry at her.
hais. wadeva nurul.

everytime i feel angry and i wanna scream, i ended up crying.
stupid nye babi.
sial. sial. sial.

okay.

to hell with everything.
nurul.

helo.

im bored.
saya sudah beli air passionfruit ice blend lalu meminumnya waktu berbuka tadi.
haha.

it's obvious tt im bored.
alahai.
i miss ice.
i wanna msg him but his prepaid low.
hais.

okay la.

my mom owes me a smores pop tart since forever. haha.
nurul.

helo.

im at nad's house.
and tt stupid disgusting tadi baru kacau kat msn.
eee. freak.

u noe wad?
im missing ice.
hais.
da four days tak nampak die.
=(

okays.
anywae.
yesterday, syafiq received a msg from hamka's mom.
she said tt hamka has been hospitalised.
i was shocked.
den hamka called.
he say he mainmain only.
freak sey.
org da kesian kan die.
lastlast mainmain je.

alahai.
im hungry laa.

oh. and and and.
i miss ice. hee.

okays.

i. wan. BEN AND JERRY's. ice cream!!
nurul.

im bored.

im listening to Yo ( Excuse Me Miss ) by Chris Brown.
it's a cute song. hee.

my mom asked me to cut her hair.
so i did.
it sorta looks funny. hee.
but she say it's okay.

okay.
i gotta suap syahmi rice.

that sassy tempo with that walk.
nurul.

I AM SOOOOOO FREAKING PISSED!!

FUCK YOU STALKER!!

U HAVE NO LIFE IS IT??

Y MUST YOU STALK ICE U FREAK!!

ahh!!
eee. babi betol. my blood is boiling.

ice told me a gal knows where he lives and stuff.
eeee. gile.

i dono y but i feel sad.
actually i noe. but who cares.

okays.
im freaking pissed.

i hate stalkers!
nurul.

im chattin with him.
cute sey die..
hehe.

i was sad just now cos my mum tak kasi kluar.
but he made my day. hee.

okays.
i love ice.

stupid haze.
nurul.

helo.

im tired.
just now i went terawih with hilya.
sorta fun. hee.

den we chatted with nad under her block until ard 10 plus.
den we all found out something today tt made nad cry.
hais. poor thing sey her.
i felt like no matter wad i say oso like not enough to comfort her.

and i just chatted with someone.
he said i shuld make the first move.
ish. but i malu like hell.
alaa. i dowan laa.
see first laa.

okays.
i love you.

here i stand, helpless.
nurul.

i can see right thru all your empty lies.
haha.
im bored and hilya is irritating me.
hais.

okay.
u noe wad?
i'll blog more later.

bye.

as we dance with the devil tonight.
nurul.

helo.

i feel weird today.
i told someone the truth today.
i sorta pity him.
hais.
truth hurts.

anywae.
ice was cute as always.
im so gonna miss him.
hais.

i feel sad today.
i don't know why.
i just feel like breaking down and crying.

okay.

to someone: im sorry. i really am.
nurul.

helo.

im at my aunt's house.

yesterday i went to esplanade library with hilya and qilah.
nad got tuition and by the time she meet us,
we have very little time to walk around.
so she did not follow.

we studied at the esplanade library.
then we walked around raffles shopping centre.
then i make up kan hilya using body shop and mac samples.
and all of us looked pretty good yesterday.
if my camera is still with me, i would have taken nice pics.
hais. whatever.

oh. me and hilya tried on a pink big hat.
we both looked cute. =)
I LOVE HATS! haha.

then we were walking when ice msg!! hee.
cute sey die.
he told me he likes roti kirai. haha.
cute!

oh and i saw someone in bus no. 21 on friday.
i took the bus with my brother, mom, grandma and my younger sibs.
den tt person thot my bro is my guy.
hais. why does pple always think tt my brother is my guy?

okay.

green circles on contented cows. weird.
nurul.

today is a fun day.

i had fun during P.E.
i love P.E!!
haha.

okay.
im crapping.

anywae..
tadi everytime dorang nampak ice, they were like, " nurul!! " .
FREAKS.

obvious sey. babi betol.
hais.

okay la.
ice cute!!
hehe.

i was losing myself to somebody else but now i see.
nurul.

p.s. dorang refers to some of the malay guys in my class.

helo.

im bored.
my throat hurts.
i have runny nose.
maybe i don't wanna come to sch tomorrow.

im watching Hady Mirza singing the Theme song for S'pore idol 2.
he sang well. he deserve to win but no doubt Jonathan has a stronger personality.

anywae.
ice was super cute.
as always.
haha.

okay la.
i wanna drink my green tea den i wanna sleep.

you give me wings wen im falling, you lift me up wen im down.
nurul.

i love ice!!
ahh!!
haha.

im at my grandma's house with my cousin beside me.
im bored. im listening to Far Away by Nickelback.

okay. now da tukar song.
Stay With You by Goo Goo Dolls.

anywae i just shampooed my hair.
and now it feels so soft. haha.

im bored la.
im gonna buka nasi with i dono wad.
i told ice this and he finds it funny.
how cute is tt? haha.

okay. 5 mins to buka. i got to go.

soft hair! and weird lies.
nurul.

okay.

hilya did not flirt with ice.
she just talk with ice.
hehe.
but i sorta still feel a little jealous. A LITTLE je..

ice cute laa.
hais.

im listening to I Call It Love by Lionel Richie.
It is a cute song.
and it always makes me feel happy. heeks.
and i didn't noe tt Nicole Richie is Lionel Richie's daughter.
until hilya told me. =)

okay.

cute big shades and a poodle.
nurul.

im feeling very emo today.
freak la.

im listening to After All This Time by Simon Webbe.
this song makes me sad.
cried like so many times oready.
hais. wadeva.

learning to barely feel the pain.
nurul.