haha. oh my god. im like shocked and i can't stop smiling. haha. it was so sweet lah. im like sick since morning. then this silly person who lives near me came to my house just a few minutes ago with muffins and panadol. haha. so adorable lah. =)

anyway, im liking leona lewis alot. haha, whatever.

you made my day,
nurul.

so yeah, hey. syahmi just got home from the hospital. he is fine now. can't really eat though. i went to school for one hour only yesterday cause i skipped lectures. i was very uneasy during tutorial so i went home straightaway after that. daddy and izza was getting ready to go to the hospital when i reached home so i tagged along. mommy called when we were getting ready and told me that syahmi is in the operation theatre. during the drive to KK hospital, i couldn't stop crying lah. i was like thinking what if syahmi never makes it through the freaking operation. how is life without syahmi. all that stupid shits. then when i reached the hospital, he was sleeping on the hospital bed. he looks so frail and skinny. i smiled. at least he is safe. then he wakes up and started to vomit blood. i kept running to the toilet for more tissue and mommy called the nurse. i couldn't think straight bodoh. it was scary. the doctor didn't want to let him go home but syahmi kept crying and saying that he want to go home. so doctor did final check ups and we went home around 10 plus. yeah, that's all. =)

nurul.