tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-167570232011-07-28T22:36:02.434+08:00whatever'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.comBlogger2301100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-73013582050069882752010-06-11T01:45:00.002+08:002010-06-11T03:09:12.395+08:00hi.after a looooooooong time, i've decided to update something here.um, i don't wanna pour out my feelings at tumblr,twitter or facebook because it is not private.and like, i dont want people to know. sort of.anyway, i feel weird.like, something is happening. to me.to my heart to be exact.macam. i sort of want things to stay the way they are.but. i can't help the way im feeling right now.im 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-15229974766913378292009-10-26T20:52:00.000+08:002009-10-26T20:53:32.967+08:00Twitter and Facebook SMS Updates'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-30139615887188577092009-10-13T05:12:00.001+08:002009-10-13T05:17:14.915+08:00i miss these people. i can't wait for monday! haha. =)'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-82589403614008891522009-08-04T01:03:00.003+08:002009-08-04T01:12:31.332+08:00suppp. im supposed to start on my projects. but i guess im not ready? haha.my mom made blueberry cheesecake from scratch on sunday. this is her third cheesecake. pictures. =)'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-79943128172140851422009-07-29T20:29:00.004+08:002009-07-29T23:19:10.348+08:00hello!i visited hilya last friday. chatted for awhile and then she accompanied me to my uncle's shop to take batik for raya! then walked around for awhile and she found herself a nice and unique bag for freaking $10. haha. yeah, it was a pretty day. =)'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-37529382319325927492009-07-23T11:19:00.006+08:002009-07-23T11:45:03.396+08:00Last Saturday's Billy Bomber's Unplanned Chocolate Fondue Fiesta! =)'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-80483044341943380312009-07-21T11:53:00.005+08:002009-07-21T12:11:22.932+08:00im bored in class. so yeah, =).You have a classic style, are a romantic, easy to love, and people find you appealing. Some may think of you as quiet, but you are really thinking deeply about what is going on around you, and then coming up with the perfect solution.well, im not really quiet. but when im quiet, im thinking. =)You are very attractive, talkative, and have beautiful expressive eyes. 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-42346292604333459982009-07-07T11:41:00.004+08:002009-07-07T11:57:07.248+08:00sup. hah.i got pictures. =)This one's priceless.yeah, you can laugh all you want. see ya!. =)'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-12663858190662057662009-06-15T09:44:00.002+08:002009-06-16T20:24:43.955+08:00i miss you so much, i can't stand it anymore. 12 more days is long. i want you back home. =(come back quick, please. =('lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-13852709724006971982009-05-28T23:06:00.008+08:002009-05-29T00:26:42.972+08:00hello people.haven't been updating due to projects, assignments and exams. but everything will be over next week! yay! =Danyway, remember the thing i wrote about somebody falling off his/her window? apparently, the person didn't fell off. the person jumped down from the 11th storey. they said that the person's brain came out of the head. and of course the person died. it was really scary.and then'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-22220940658680514682009-05-20T13:32:00.004+08:002009-05-20T13:59:10.978+08:00hello!went to fish spa with bash before class just now. oh my god. i couldn't stand it lah. it was so ticklish. i kept shrieking everytime the fishes come to me. i even put the towel in my mouth but to no avail. but bash wanna go again tomorrow with more people from our class. so maybe i am going again tomorrow. heehee. plus i got discount. nyehnyehnyeh.our class took this photo on monday.=D'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-71539389593467184052009-05-19T12:05:00.003+08:002009-05-19T12:58:15.735+08:00hello! it's been a long time since i update. =) i've been pretty busy with school, family and stuff.anyway, i was going down my house stairs when i saw a pool of blood directly underneath my block. there were a few pieces of clothing and a broken bamboo pole. i looked at the carpark and i saw a police car and a few people gathering. then i realised somebody fell off the window and crash to the 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-270606745282480502009-04-21T23:47:00.005+08:002009-04-22T00:11:46.726+08:00hello people! =)class finished 2 hours earlier today. and since me and bash don't wanna go lecture, we went shopping instead. well, i only did window shopping. =P then after shopping for quite some time, bash wanted to treat me at secret recipe. thank you awak! =) so we went there and eat cakes. she wanted to buy an additional brownie. lucky she didn't because we were very full already. hehe. 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-49078598624986587812009-04-19T12:22:00.004+08:002009-04-19T13:06:27.939+08:00hello! i was in camp from 15 to 17 april. heh. it was very fun because i get to be the orientation leader! haha. i was one of the ghost for the nightwalk. the freshies were so cute lah when i scare them.then the next day, i was helping the programmers with one of their wet station games. we make sure the freshies that come to our station were all thoroughly wet. haha.then the next day was the 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-53725057938019389972009-04-14T02:07:00.002+08:002009-04-14T02:16:33.660+08:00school is starting next week! yay! i can't wait! =D'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-36795512993207849312009-04-09T01:46:00.006+08:002009-04-09T01:57:03.515+08:00okay i can't sleep. and watching danny gokey sings, cheers me up.anyway, i am rooting for DANNY GOKEY. i like him alot and i want him to win American Idol.note to hayyan: someone commented like this on youtube, "adam lambert sounds like someone squeezes his balls. he's a pussy and me dont like him.". i agree. so what if he got a standing ovation from simon? he is still gay.i love danny gokey!!!'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-29805625044161796002009-04-08T23:07:00.003+08:002009-04-08T23:30:49.511+08:00i feel weird. i found out that my aunt has cancer yesterday. and she left us just now. my mom saw her pass away in the hospital. my mom told me that my aunt knew about the cancer 5 months ago. i wasn't aware of this. i still feel weird. okay, i wanna sleep. i have some camp thingy tomorrow at 9a.m. i love my mom, my dad, syafiq, izza, syahmi, my grandma, and hayyan. and atok halim. and my 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-44350767916689919212009-04-04T18:02:00.004+08:002009-04-04T18:26:38.371+08:00it was syafiq's 17th birthday yesterday. and today is syahmi's 7th. =) we celebrated their birthday at swensens yesterday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF YOU! I LOVE YOU BOTH. ALOT. =D free complementary icecream from swensens. =)'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-71797533289829380932009-04-02T23:38:00.003+08:002009-04-02T23:48:15.858+08:00i feel weird. you know. aiyah, whatever lah. i think i am pms-ing. but macam babi gitu. tak banyak ah but still macam babi. i am blabbering nonsense. but i don't care.p.s. hopefully there isn't! HAHA. padan muke.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-21534881381329545252009-04-02T23:07:00.002+08:002009-04-02T23:10:15.348+08:00found this in the supermarket.hahaha. cracked me up.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-67220436962154651232009-03-31T21:31:00.008+08:002009-03-31T21:47:41.219+08:00hello. watched "the unborn" just now. it was okay. anyway, went to ramen ten yesterday. =) pictures!'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-51008857928154946082009-03-29T19:35:00.004+08:002009-03-29T19:50:20.389+08:00so yeah, went to my primary school friend's birthday party with hayyan yesterday. we came early so we took afew pictures. then when the party starts, we ate. then mingle. there were afew games. and then i sang a duet with hayyan. hehe. when i wanna go home, the birthday girl wanna do one duet with me. so yeah. then dah. pictures.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-37273095644624568622009-03-20T03:27:00.008+08:002009-03-20T04:00:07.318+08:00watched "coming soon" and "race to witch mountain". the movies are quite good. i wanna watch alot of movies that are coming soon. hehehe. *rubs hands gleefully*anyway, overdue camp pictures!'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-40971102402849910332009-03-17T01:16:00.015+08:002009-03-17T23:24:00.653+08:00hey hey hey. =)camp was fun. really fun but very tiring. i'll upload the pictures soon.anyway, went to disney on ice yesterday. it was fun. there were small fireworks during the finale. it was a surprise because their previous performances does not include fireworks. i felt happy when i hear the familiar disney songs. i love all the princesses but my favourite is Ariel(little mermaid). yeah, im a'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-36817312159611957352009-03-11T02:51:00.003+08:002009-03-11T07:49:10.196+08:00i have orientation leader's training camp tomorrow at 12pm. i mean, later. i am not asleep, i haven't packed my bags, and i haven't sign the indemnity form. i'm a little excited but i sorta am lazy to go. haha. cause i cannot bring my bolster along. and sleeping bags are not as comfortable as my own bed. haha whatever. i will try to sleep now. night. =)'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-12236870897016606772009-03-10T23:35:00.012+08:002009-03-11T00:54:33.009+08:00so yeah, hey. today is hayyan darling's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! =D we had an early dinner at seoul garden. then there's this one lady(the worker), who kept asking us whether she can change our hotplate when we dont want to. and then when we want her to change the hotplate, she said okay and walk away. she walks around like some zombie. we both call her "si gile". haha. stupid. pictures!'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-57043969647443566822009-03-09T22:19:00.019+08:002009-03-09T23:03:39.064+08:00watched "watchmen" with hayyan darling just now. anybody interested to watch, keep your money. its a waste of your time and money. i expected more. the effects were good no doubt. but the storyline will leave you bored for 2hrs straight in the cinema.anyway, baked puff pastries with the little gremlins yesterday. they were adorable. and you should see the look on their faces when they eat the 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-90202089440120746382009-03-08T01:16:00.009+08:002009-03-08T02:58:17.063+08:00hello. =)went out on friday with a few friends to celebrate hayyan darling's birthday that is coming soon. we watched the movie "push". it was not bad. then after the movie, me, yan, khai and sharifah took bus to go some place to eat dinner. the rest rode bikes and met us there. after dinner, we went home. not many group pictures ah. only three but i chose just one. haha. =D found some pictures 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-36159281888574225852009-02-18T02:54:00.001+08:002009-02-18T02:54:18.916+08:00'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-26813704875497980552009-02-18T02:34:00.005+08:002009-02-18T10:56:01.437+08:00Thank you those who came to my birthday party! I had fun. There were more people than i had expected. And thank you for the wishes and presents! =D'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-68644487558523919322009-02-18T00:35:00.015+08:002009-02-18T13:17:31.665+08:00hello people! i've been away for quite some time. had been busy with assignments and projects and presentations. i nearly died drowning in them. HAH. okay whatever nurul. outdated pics below. some pics are from last year. more pics with Bo. i'll upload when i have them. =D somehow some of the pictures have white spots. irritating.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-87191320143056725182009-01-03T04:36:00.004+08:002009-01-03T05:17:26.276+08:00HELLO 2009!- Wednesday.okay. so celebrated the new year under the voiddeck with some friends. waited for thelatecomers. then we fetched 4 more people andwe were off to eat. when we reached the coffeeshop, it was very crowded. so all ten of uswaited for awhile. after we ate, they allwanted to explore the graveyards. HAHA. thenhang out awhile and went home. reached homeat 5 plus. after i took a 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-8616140288178946852008-12-28T00:54:00.007+08:002008-12-28T01:33:16.945+08:00went out on christmas. pictures!'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-88060216223768470972008-12-23T01:00:00.003+08:002008-12-23T01:19:30.370+08:00helloooooo.so okay. watched twilight and yes man. =)despite the twilight hoohaa, i think theshow was okay.like if you have extra money, then you go watch.but if not, forget it.BUT BUT BUT, WATCH "YES MAN". =Dit's one of the best movie i've seen.the whole cinema laughed from thestart of the movie to the end. =)okay so yeah, that's about all.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-65906806765446080912008-12-14T23:23:00.003+08:002008-12-18T22:41:01.188+08:00today is rafie's birthday. we celebrate at ECP. haha. pictures!yesterday pictures. not much. heh.haha okay! that's all for now. =)'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-21101876662067838662008-12-02T02:23:00.003+08:002008-12-18T22:42:10.574+08:00haha. all my classmates are freaking online. and one of them put this as a pm, "C214(my class),last to sleep wins,". -.-okay i'll continue my work. i can't do workwithout getting distracted. tsk.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-33622936291510048792008-12-02T01:32:00.008+08:002008-12-18T23:00:53.547+08:00heehee. finally i am like blogging. sorry lah. notconsistent. anyway. i have a 15 page proposaland a whole sketchbook filled with sketches,pictures and write ups due tomorrow 1pm sharp.thanks eh cher. babi. and i cant do last minutetouch ups on the proposal tomorrow cause ihave class from 9 to 12. *claps* aaaaaaaaaaand.the next day, i have 3 design assignments andanother whole sketchbook filled 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-60642723283643426972008-08-28T18:41:00.009+08:002008-08-28T22:30:29.774+08:00heys. it has been a hectic period of time. but i'll just start talking from monday onwards. =)on monday, celebrated utt's birthday with ariff at LJS. ariff and i made her a card and we got her an oreo cheesecake, her favourite. =)on tuesday, it was the-last-day-of-exam day. and so, after exam, su, rafie, yan and me explored TP's "haunted" spots. well, it was quite scary as the places are dark. 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-55870925226507009072008-08-24T09:42:00.003+08:002008-08-24T10:15:09.928+08:00hello. =Di swear my aunts are so silly. haha.they were so enthusiastic about watching thefireworks thingy yesterday, that they bookeda one night stay in marina mandarin hotel.but atleast we don't have to join the crowdsdown there. heh. everybody watched thefireworks display in the balcony. and since oneof my cousin couldn't make it, his wife usedher 3G phone and he saw the display throughher 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-398085995144669052008-08-16T11:11:00.005+08:002008-08-16T12:14:53.433+08:00it's been a long time since i updated my blog. i have been busy with assignments and projects. and yesterday when i handed in the last piece of assignment, i felt a weight lifted off my shoulders. but i have one more thing to do before i can enjoymy holiday. exam. luckily its only 2 papers. but on the downside, its not my best subjects. so yeah, studystudystudy. tsk.god, i was so happy yesterday,'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-87429046145132785282008-05-18T02:50:00.004+08:002008-05-20T09:55:05.054+08:00haha. oh my god. im like shocked and i can't stop smiling. haha. it was so sweet lah. im like sick since morning. then this silly person who lives near me came to my house just a few minutes ago with muffins and panadol. haha. so adorable lah. =)anyway, im liking leona lewis alot. haha, whatever.you made my day,nurul.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-47558825598838776712008-05-06T12:51:00.001+08:002008-05-06T12:56:56.838+08:00so yeah, hey. syahmi just got home from the hospital. he is fine now. can't really eat though. i went to school for one hour only yesterday cause i skipped lectures. i was very uneasy during tutorial so i went home straightaway after that. daddy and izza was getting ready to go to the hospital when i reached home so i tagged along. mommy called when we were getting ready and told me that syahmi 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-62797043827439295192008-04-29T00:52:00.003+08:002008-04-29T01:24:38.099+08:00had a family gathering on saturday at my uncle's house. they decided to watch this stupid movie called "klaka rabak" or something like that. it was a comedy. the movie was abit lame but it did cracked all of us up. everyone laughed like they haven't laughed for years. haha.i was abit irritated at work just now cause a stupid customer ordered a fish maw soup when it isn't even in the menu. 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-40741259824026917242008-04-23T00:35:00.002+08:002008-04-23T00:57:39.644+08:00here's the weird thing that happened today. got this guy passed by me and hayyan. then he asked me what perfume im using. HAHA. i was like WTH. i told him. then he was like thanks, i wanna buy it for my girlfriend. hahaha, retard.suddenly i crave for starbucks blueberry muffin.oh and i like how my hair looks today. :Dthat's what you get when you let your heart win,nurul.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-55734954287807271472008-04-20T00:19:00.005+08:002008-04-20T10:01:07.330+08:00hey hey hey. today was a blast. =)first accion went to sentosa. got other groups also lah. then we all played games and stuff. and then mason called me. he was with susu and the rest uh. he told me everyone will run to a guy and carry him on the count of three. i agreed. but on the count of three, everyone grabbed me and run to the sea. then they throw me in. haha idiot.then we all washed up and 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-29824055886420317842008-04-16T07:10:00.004+08:002008-04-16T07:16:52.206+08:00im going to tp's camp which starts at 8. but i haven't even packed and here i am blogging. hah. i don't feel like going lahh cause im lazy. anyway, yesterday was adorable lah. heh. farhana was like disturbing,"sorry eh. hari ni nurul aku punye,". hahaha. =)let's share money and buy a time-stopper,nurul.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-8623318920423174152008-04-15T02:09:00.003+08:002008-04-15T02:57:39.848+08:00i like disturbing people at work. just now the song built to last by melee played at work and dani asked me what song is that.dani: what song is this uh?nurul: built to last.dani:by who?nurul: bye bye.hahahhahahahahahha. get it? should see the look on his face sia. atiqah and me laughed at him like hell.after work, atiqah followed me meet utt and ariff. then we lepak at open plaza. ariff and me 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-62458565715434562292008-04-14T10:35:00.002+08:002008-04-14T10:40:09.732+08:00blahhh. jing jing got transferred to clarke quay. and she'll be back by may. so long sia. work without jing jing is weird cause she always makes me feel better. so yeah, okay.im like starting work in 15 minutes and im not even out of my house. isn't it great? *claps*yeah,nurul.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-63590113849247753722008-04-12T00:13:00.004+08:002008-04-12T09:32:27.541+08:00my backbone hurts like hell. hah. i fell at work just now on my butt. fucking pain sia. i have big butt also like no use. haha. this is like the third time i fell in the kitchen. james and russell were like staring at me not knowing whether to laugh or help me. then i started crying then they like shocked. then james started patting my shoulder to console me and russell start picking up things 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-21798074189599448532008-04-07T23:24:00.002+08:002008-04-07T23:36:03.758+08:00hey hey hey. went to Tp orientation workshop just now and it was tiring. haha. im like in the same group as suganthi and jessica and daryl and guo jing. heh. the workshop was okay lah. some of the group leaders kept saying "nurul oi," cause they want me to shout "oi," back. they say they can't hear my voice. -.-anywayyy, my dad got discount for the singapore flyer so my whole family and i went 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-67788392837422034762008-03-30T01:32:00.004+08:002008-03-30T02:01:32.806+08:00hahah. jamie was like telling me that his birthday is coming.jamie: eh my birthday coming.nurul: oh when?jamie: 1st april.nurul: oh it's april fool's day!jamie: yeah.nurul: did you get me anything for my birthday?jamie: nope.nurul: okay then.hahahahaha. did you get the point? did you? hahaha, neminds. jamie was like busted sia or sth like that. i like disturbing people. it's funny.anyway, 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-35826234169944150672008-03-29T01:28:00.002+08:002008-03-29T02:13:24.282+08:00hahhahahahhahahhahaha. my brother is irritated cause he wanna use the laptop but im like stalling. neh neh neh neh neh. hahhaa. okay, my brother is talking about bapoks. -.- he said got one bapok adjusted his voice to a girl's voice before talking to him and his friends. hahaha. retard.oh you know, i like the way daddy looks at mom when she's eating. =)and and and, i can't wait. heh heh heh. =)'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-4035092048519506432008-03-24T02:31:00.003+08:002008-03-24T03:10:25.935+08:00i can't sleep. tsk. and im doing opening tomorrow. =(oh i can't wait for my payyy. haha. cause hehehehehe. neminds.try to sleep okay?nurul.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-84740529185969715752008-03-23T09:53:00.004+08:002008-03-25T02:21:29.148+08:00i woke this person up at 9 a.m. and i now i can't go back to sleep. -.- haha.i've been feeling like crap so i talked to one of my colleagues. then she tell me all this motivational stories that made me see everything in different perspective. haha. and she was like, "don't think too much nurul. just let things happen and let nature take its course,". haha. okay uh, i do think alot. for nothing.oh'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-31125344668274802012008-03-22T02:02:00.006+08:002008-03-23T09:32:13.572+08:00okay i can't sleep. so here i am.i feel like im stuck. im not moving forward nor am i looking backwards. im pulled in both directions. and it makes me feel like shit. i can't move forward cause i feel guilty. i don't want to look backwards cause i want to be happy. oh hell. i need some brownies and ice cream. thanks.on your machine i slur a plea for you to come home. but i know it's too 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-38870373166615220832008-03-21T22:12:00.002+08:002008-03-21T22:19:43.439+08:00heyyy. went to hilya's house and did a cover of a song. hilya was recording it and qilah kept making funny faces. so there are parts which are replaced by laughters instead of singing. -.- thanks qilah. haha.and heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. =D aiyah. whatever eh nurul."we'll go ice skating one day,".nurul.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-69490643025800596642008-03-21T18:44:00.003+08:002008-03-21T22:09:22.419+08:00you know. i don't want to get involved in all of this shit actually. but since you gave your piece of mind, why not i do the same? =)im not gonna take sides. i think all this shit was just a misunderstanding which could be solved in a nicer way. both of them should have talked things out instead of attacking each other at their own blogs.and please, it's unfair for you to just hear one side of 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-69623265649961205682008-03-17T10:20:00.002+08:002008-03-17T10:36:53.262+08:00i stumbled upon my 'the afters' cd. haha.it's been a long time since i listened tothem.anyway, went to johor with family yesterday.we watched 'the spiderwick chronicles'.it's good. got alot of suspense. haha.go watch people. =Doh and syahmi likes eisley. HAHA!so adorable lah.maybe a greater thing will happen,nurul.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-41934281093698298772008-03-15T17:04:00.006+08:002008-03-15T17:23:40.698+08:00i think i am pms-ing. i get irritated just bylooking at kiu seng's face. or maybe i justdislike him alot. fucker. he talks so much.kiu seng: nurul, your opening very bad you know.nurul: oh. why?kiu seng: cause you never eat when the food came out. blahblahblah...nurul: *interrupts* eh, is just eating only what.kiu seng: blahblahblah...nurul: *shows irritated face*eh sialah. i did everything im 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-26520115132383715362008-03-09T03:13:00.002+08:002008-03-09T03:22:57.500+08:00hello. went out with hilya, aqilah and nadson friday. i thought i just wanna buy a pairof shoes. but i ended up spending more thani need. shit. haha. the day was funny.and apparently hilya and aqilah bloggedabout the cat in the toilet incident. -.-come on mannn. i can't believe you guys. haha.anyway, i can't wait to start school!but i'm scared at the same time. yeah,maybe,nurul.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-13891513503920396092008-03-06T10:15:00.006+08:002008-03-06T13:02:50.026+08:00oh dear. my uncle just passed away.i feel weird. like...i don't know.aiyah. whatever.hahaha. my baby brother is so retarded.he wants to go to the toilet and shit.syahmi: kakak, can i shit?nurul: no, cannot.syahmi: huh..why?nurul: cannot.syahmi: *whines* please.nurul: ok go.syahmi: *runs off*haha. retard.oh and my mom is so annoying. i bought andwore contacts. and she pulled me to my dadwho is 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-9081070256081669072008-03-01T02:24:00.004+08:002008-03-01T03:19:17.228+08:00hey. i just got back from watching a midnightmovie with mommy. she asked me out. hehe. =pwe watched LEAP YEARS. it's a great movie.you people have to watch it. i cried untili thought i was going crazy. HAHA. whatever.and i think that 29th february is special.cause it happens only once every four years.i am like inspired by the movie. hahaha.the movie kept me wondering. i have beenwondering ever 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-71204623328761441512008-02-28T01:08:00.003+08:002008-02-28T02:23:53.154+08:00alot happened at work today.everything was stupidly funny.first got this famous chinese actor wentinto the restaurant. then jing jing becameall giggly. haha. okay fine. he was cute.then she asked me to follow her take picturewith him which i did. she was so happy. haha.then while i was doing my work, atiqah kepttickling my butt. haha. idiot.and james (the one who makes lemon and saltdrink) kept 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-50006859171301561122008-02-26T22:40:00.003+08:002008-02-26T23:07:55.333+08:00hellooooo.it was funny at work just now.while i was checking the restaurant'ssetting, my colleague used the blenderto make smoothie or something.then finally he came out of the kitchenwith two glasses of ice blended drinklooking so happy. haha. he gave one to meand asked me to try. so i tried and i gotthe shock of my life. okay, i am exaggarating.but the drink tasted like...i don't know. =phe 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-24045550768871313652008-02-24T03:21:00.003+08:002008-02-24T16:37:42.492+08:00i couldn't sleep yesterday so i called hilyaat 3am. haha. we talked till 6.30am. =Poh, it's either hilya's a psychic or she justknows me well. haha. she knew who myprevious post was meant for before i eventold her. haha, okay.you know i'll let you in. oh, kelsey.nurul.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-85702724052658424822008-02-21T00:25:00.004+08:002008-02-21T01:38:31.083+08:00hellooooo.okay, um.i don't know what you're trying to show me.and i am abit scared cause i don't know whatlies ahead. but i just hope it's for the best.~Found myself today.Oh, I found myself and ran away.Something pulled me back.Voice of reason I forgot I had.All I know is you're not here to say,What you always used to say.But it's written in the sky tonight.So I won't give up.No, I won't break 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-62053522197796695452008-02-14T05:40:00.003+08:002008-02-14T12:31:14.036+08:00heyyy. i accidentally woke up and now ican't go back to sleep.IT'S 5 PLUS IN THE MORNING FOR GOD'S SAKE.WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME? hahaha. okay.aiyah, i don't have proper sleep timingsnowadays. not that i don't want to sleepproperly. i just can't. sometimes now isthe time i go to sleep. so yeah,anyway, yesterday i was so bored i decidedto iron my clothes in the closet but i gotlazy. so i learned songs'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-27374603977195748872008-02-11T18:57:00.001+08:002008-02-14T01:14:41.570+08:00went to bugis cause atiqah wanna surpriseher boyfriend. and then we walk around andthen daddy got his bad mood so i had to gohome. whatever. i didn't even have time tolook for job. haha.anyway, i'm liking this song ALOT.if the heart is always searching, can you ever find a home?nurul.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-66874064385751454752008-02-11T00:57:00.000+08:002008-02-11T04:49:32.529+08:00i'm displeased. i wanna punch any strangerthat comes in the way. i know my reason ofbeing peeved is stupid but i can't help it.hilya, nadia and jamie will roll their eyesif i tell them why i'm feeling this way. heh.i'm not really mad, mind you. it's just yeah,heh. whatever nurul.anyway, i was bored so i asked qilah whetheri sounded dumb at my previous post. haha.and the conversation was something'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-1912658391083469972008-02-06T00:50:00.000+08:002008-02-06T11:16:32.054+08:00um. okay. i wanna say a few things here.it's whatever i'm feeling at the moment.so yeah,i realised one thing. i've been trying torun away. run away from things. i've beenavoiding my thoughts. it's good but it'sonly for the moment. but if i face andaccept it, i will be able to move on. sothat's what i'm gonna do. i just need time. everyday for the past one week, i will goout and meet up with 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-73475015279223038282008-01-29T20:22:00.000+08:002008-01-29T20:49:21.525+08:00maybe we're trying, trying too hard.maybe we're torn apart.maybe the timing, is beating our hearts.we're empty.i want to fill this new frame but it's empty,nurul.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-74782192166344183222008-01-29T17:20:00.000+08:002008-01-29T17:29:35.898+08:00hahahahaha. it's been so long since i laughedlike mad. hilya called my extension numberand asked me to type SUWANDI and search. shetold me to look at number three and i found......SUWANDI KOJODJOJO.hahaha. i feel mean laughing at the person'sname but yeah,but it's not so bad, you're only the best i ever had.nurul.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-79757849568965870742008-01-29T14:22:00.000+08:002008-01-29T21:13:13.063+08:00oh dear. the building next to where i'm workingwas on fire. but not the whole building lah.just the first floor. it was scary. there weresmall explosions. glasses flew out. then got fireengine. yeah.anyway, me and hilya walked around PS.aaaaand SASA offered a make-over. hahaha.retarded. we'll come by after work.calls come in non-stop. so bloody irritating.i can't stand it anymore. but it's okay, 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-58158120495429857322008-01-29T10:45:00.000+08:002008-01-29T13:13:04.998+08:00SLOW DANCE.Have you ever watched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened to the rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?You better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask How are you?Do you hear the reply?When the day is doneDo you lie in your bedWith the'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-64037865174698384222008-01-27T15:23:00.000+08:002008-01-27T16:22:24.354+08:00who the hell do you think you are tohurt my family's feelings just like that?all the while i've respected you assomeone wise and knowledgable.and please lah ehh. i know what i want.you don't tell me that i don't know becausei know. and you don't tell mommy what to do.she freaking knows what she is doing. andhow dare you put my brother down just likethat. and you know what? i don't give a 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-29746034287660425732008-01-26T18:40:00.000+08:002008-01-26T18:50:22.250+08:00i am so tired.. haha. woke up at 7.got ready and went to SP and then TPcos my mom wanna find out more aboutthe courses. so yeah, then went to herfriend's wedding. then now im gettingready to go my uncle's condo. i wannaswim. so bloody long never swim.yeah, okay.tatata.nurul.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-40961395757104277512008-01-24T09:26:00.001+08:002008-01-24T09:32:49.936+08:00oh my god. peanut buttercups are so cute.one of my colleagues just came back fromi don't know where and then brought us allpeanut buttercups and chocolate bars. =)oh no. results are in a few hours time.im scared. my head wanna burst. my stomachis upset. i consoled it but to no avail. -.-aaaaahhhhhh. im scared. i've practicallybitten off all my bloody fingernails. ihave none left. god.4 and a half'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-35851832221529300812008-01-23T16:22:00.000+08:002008-01-23T16:49:55.193+08:00aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh. sial.stupid customer. im just advising you aboutthe late payment fine. and then you saidits useless. okay, fine then. useless indeed.then if you get the bloody fine, you allscold us. you say we eat your money.WHAT THE HELL IS THAT? TELL ME. idiot.you want to complain is it? HAH. complainlah. so many people write in complains,but nothing happens. =D because we are 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-71116579869114357642008-01-21T09:55:00.000+08:002008-01-21T11:35:45.139+08:00MORNING EVERYONE!i just reached my workplace when im supposedto be seated on my desk by 8.30a.m. haha.i was late due to the train service. -.-there was no train from pasir ris to tanahmerah. so i had to take a shuttle bus fromtampines to tanah merah and then take a trainto my work place. yeahhh.anyway, i made friends with this chinese girl.i didn't get her name though. we talked tillso many buses'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-33468285504767898202008-01-18T08:58:00.000+08:002008-01-18T10:08:07.076+08:00Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapunMeskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahuKu mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatikuMeskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapkualahai. the stupid song is stuck in my head.i feel weird. i've been feeling weird sinceum, maybe a few weeks already. i'm not happy.i do laugh myself silly. but i don't feelgenuinely happy. but i'm not sad either.okay, maybe i am. a little. actually 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-11345132793148432112008-01-09T13:41:00.000+08:002008-01-09T14:08:51.802+08:00sup people. hahaha.i am so bored i can die.anyway, i just finished reading 'forone more day' by mitch albom again.it's a good book. i think everyoneshould read it atleast once. =)perdonare.it means forgive.first of all, forgive yourself.only then will you be able to forgive others.and you will be able to move on and be happy.it is raining,nurul.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-37139467784796013052008-01-07T17:13:00.000+08:002008-01-07T17:30:36.236+08:00heeheehee. =)My team leader treat me and my mentor to pizzahut during lunch. they both forced to eat likemad. grr. then my team leader saw me strugglingwith one more pizza and two drumsticks. so heasked me to cut my pizza slice in half and giveit him. hahaha. i'm so full, i can don't eatfor one whole week!eh, okay no. =phais. mommy talked to me in the morning aboutstuffs. it sorta made me mad 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-25864716132798110492008-01-04T10:38:00.000+08:002008-01-04T11:30:15.549+08:00HAHA. HAHA. HAHA. HAHA. HAHA.okay, this is so weird.i came to work with a red shirt fromgiordano and black skinnies.and then, i saw hilya...she is wearing the exact same thing. -.-the skinnies same brand some more.*slaps forehead* hahaha.then the people there like disturb us.especially my mentor, "you guys rehearsingfor chinese new year celebration uh?"i feel like strangling him sia. 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-3112148544775463362008-01-01T17:21:00.000+08:002008-01-01T18:03:13.914+08:00i love you more than you'll ever know.haha. the song blind by lifehouse isstuck in my head. thanks to honey uh. =poh, happy new year people! =)yesterday, new year's eve, went jammingcause like so long never jam.BUT it sucked. EVERYTHING. attitude sia.ahh well, you can never please everyone.but at least my mom let me countdown atthe beach with honey. =)we brought our baby photos.he brought 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-40162133219438427022007-12-29T17:51:00.000+08:002007-12-29T18:21:28.757+08:00I'll be loving you forever.Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never.Even if you took my heart and tore it apart.I would love you still, forever.You are the sun. You are my life.And you're the last thing on my mind beforeI go to sleep at night.You're always round when I'm in need.When troubles on my mind you put my soulat ease.There is no one in this world, who canlove me like you do.That is the'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-492571673796629352007-12-29T08:53:00.000+08:002007-12-29T17:12:42.478+08:00WHAT IS LOVE?*Love is Accepting.Acceptance is having no particular desire tochange someone.Who they are is perfectly fine with you.You pose no condition on whether you willlove them or not.*Love is Appreciating.Appreciation is one step beyond acceptance.Its when your focus is on what you likeabout another.We look at them and feel this sweepingappreciation for who they are, theirjoy, their 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-25443600295105805982007-12-27T09:33:00.000+08:002007-12-27T11:38:32.001+08:00i'm sleeeeepy. and hungry. and cold.cause i'm sitting at mr sheker's sit andthere's two aircon blasting their wind at me.HAHA. okay.i want to watch PS. I LOVE YOU.it's coming out to the cinema soon.i read the book and i cried like mad.it's a very good book. but i dont knowwhether the movie is going to be just as good.lunch is at 12.30. -.- so looooooooooong.kay uh bye.yesterday's pretzels is as 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-66551845806777879612007-12-26T14:14:00.000+08:002007-12-27T09:00:45.831+08:00just as im beggining to accept life,just as things are about to get better,just as things are starting to be perfect,the world crashes down on youand you are left there, just like that.im at work now and i feel like shit.haha. whatever man.my colleague, nani sensed something wrongwhen i came to work today.she said that im not my cheerful self todaycause i always walk around and seeif anyone got 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-33751328965230513622007-12-20T21:11:00.000+08:002007-12-20T21:42:38.964+08:00i've been dreaming of a true love's kiss.heehee. a song lyric from enchanted.it's a cute movie. watch it with THE ONE.anyway, i feel like shit.honey is mad at me. i understand why.hais. i wish i could turn back time.oh no, better still.i wish i never knew the fucking jerk.then my life wouldn't be so messed up.i want to die.i love you. i really do.nurul.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-80791585651063733862007-11-29T21:07:00.000+08:002007-11-29T21:38:24.787+08:00hey people!work is fine. abit boring lah.but sit and money in the pocket haha.got eye candy. one chinese and one malay.hehehehe.my mentor is abit nuts.he is like nuts.i'm going crazy just by sitting beside him.he says "SHWEEEEET" at any random time.and i will give him the 'are-you-nuts?' look.told honey about him. honey couldn't stop laughing.so adorable lah. heee. =)anyway, met honey yesterday. 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-44125324130039541622007-11-25T14:15:00.000+08:002007-11-25T14:23:27.757+08:00i'm gonna start work tomorrow and guess what.i don't know what to wear! oh dear.and uncle jamie kept nagging about gettingan office wear. =p"have you gotten your office wear?" or"remember to get your office wear,".ahahaha. funny.i miss honey. man, what's new. haha.he asked me to learn this song uh.so we can play the song and sing together.haha. he play the drums and i do the guitars.i'm halfway 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-48589602754721699042007-11-24T22:27:00.000+08:002007-11-24T22:35:11.060+08:00hey ho!my mom is pissed at me.i am pissed at her too.whatever man.i am feeling like shit.honey's birthday is tomorrow!hehehhheeeeeeee.oh ya. just now he was at changi beach.and i was on the way to changi beach.then like want to meet.but his parents want to go home cos theygoing genting tomorrow.hais, so yeah. =(oh ya. then he'll be alone on hisbirthday! so poor thing. haha.okay lah.sometimes i 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-63045403666941548382007-11-23T15:32:00.000+08:002007-11-23T23:19:12.975+08:00heeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllllloooooooooooooooooooooooooo!okay, that's too irritating.let's start again.HELLO!ah, that's better.hahahahahaha. whatever uh eh nurul.okay, there's this scenario that happened twodays ago.i am lying in my bed nursing my pain. and mymom came in and poke me everywhere. iwrithed in pain. my little brother, syahmicame running to my rescue.syahmi: ibu don't poke kakak! she's sick'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-4763993337421829762007-11-22T18:09:00.000+08:002007-11-22T19:06:29.579+08:00hello people.i feel so sick. yeah.my fever comes and goes.so mean. i feel okay then notokay then okay again. ccb.oh, i have a question.how do bulimics do that?like vomit all the time.i hate the feeling man.i woke up in the middle of the nightand then i ran and vomit in the toilet.i almost scared myself to death at theamount of vomit.i was like, "oh god, stop me fromvomitting please,".hahaha. 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-63271273417569470362007-11-21T11:35:00.000+08:002007-11-21T12:00:13.084+08:00morning sweet. hee, i like that line. =)anyway, i got the job! like yeay!went for an interview. and yeah.im starting work on monday.but have to wear office wear.like what in the world is office wear?oh my, i'll have colleagues!hahaha. this is so funny.didn't surprise honey yesterday.my mom asked me to go out with her.grr, so mean. hais.but i told honey what i intend to doand he was adorable about'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-79316869235900892532007-11-19T22:02:00.000+08:002007-11-19T22:08:06.080+08:00OH FUCK. HOW COULD YOU?everything makes sense now.what a jerk. i should have knownthat you are too good to be true youmotherfucker.i don't do revenge, you're lucky.i'll let go but i hope god makes yourealise what an asshole you are.well, that is a very very very kind wordto describe your deeds.anyway, i miss honeyyy.i'm going to surprise him tomorrow.hehahahhehhee. =)i was so stupid. everything 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-65532486666582848742007-11-19T00:48:00.000+08:002007-11-19T00:55:11.789+08:00hello ho hey!i didn't do anything today.rotted the whole day.then i was pissed cos of something uh.then then then honey asked me out to dinner.heh, at TM only and got his friends.but atleast i get to meet him. =)and he was adorable as always.then when his friend disturbed him, he goes,"you want to see green rice fly to your face?"hahaha. so cute sak. =pokay. he made my day lah.one day 'ahaha' 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-74134664047119768172007-11-17T13:59:00.000+08:002007-11-17T15:41:49.272+08:00it was fun on the 15th. =)hilya's birthday. heh.we went out till late. like, LATE.the bus was empty lah on the way home.it was the fun-est at starbucks.haha. then we had sleepover.qilah stayed up till the end of the movie.hilya and i slept halfway. hahaha.the day was fun lah. lazy to elaborate.honey's birthday coming. heh.i miss honey like woahh. =|nurul.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-26553877149425166452007-11-13T22:19:00.000+08:002007-11-13T22:44:00.740+08:00PEOPLE!yesterday was like fun lah.it was qilah's birthday.i didnt realise how much i miss thepeople until yesterday. haha.we took nice pictures but im likelazy to upload the photos.when im free uh ehh. =poh man.the jerk was being an asshole today.FUCK YOU SIAL.hais, i feel so angry.but the most i would do is muttervulgarities to myself and then crywhen its too much to handle.im hopeless. yeah, 'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16757023.post-53796986683148088872007-11-10T16:13:00.001+08:002007-11-10T16:19:38.370+08:00godddd, im so bored.went to honey's home yesterday.haha. we messed with the drums and guitar.he was cute as always lah.he played a song and we sang together.i feel like shit today.throat hurts so bad. fuck uh.im hungry but cannot eat.i want to go out but im lazy.okay.even strawberry lollipop did not make me feel better.nurul.'lluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04165647083955354486noreply@blogger.com0