hellohello.
had fun todayy. =)
went to the cathay cineplex to watch transformers.
it's a cool movie and it was fun. haha. =)
aiyah. some things are hard to explain. hee.

okay.

it did not even cross my mind that it would happen today. =)
nurul.

hellohello.
i just finished watching "dont say a word".
it was an okay movie.

anyway, went out with the girls just now.
we went to the esplanade and walked ard marina square.
it was fun. =)
we didn't camwhore though.
we should have lah. tsk, wasted seh.

okay.
"how i met your mother" is on tv now.
i want to watch it. the show is like damn hilarious lah.

staring at the glass infront of me, is it half empty?nurul.

met my mom all the way at novena just to go to bugis yesterday.
buang current sey. but at least i got a new top. heh. =)
we walked ard and my legs were damn tired. yeah, nth much lah.
im supposed to have tuition today but i dont know lah.

okay.

you smile in your sleep.
nurul.

wth lah.
i've been crying for awhile now. haha.
grr. i feel so shitty.
F everything lah.

anyway, i offered to clear up my cous's emails.
he has over a thousand unread emails.
and since i have nothing to do, i'll clear them up.
some emails of his are damn hilarious lah.
there's one where you are suppose to find a pair of shoes in the picture.
but my cous and i were too scared too find the shoes cos the pic looks eerie.
we screamed and closed our eyes instead. haha. stupid, i know.

i am finishing soon. hah.

~
I can see it in your eyes.
You're broken down; your hands are tied.
I can feel it in my side.
Over and over and over I've tried.

i close my eyes and i can see you dead.
nurul.

ish. make me mad you know. that asshole.
so ego. sial. sial. sial.
dah kuranghajar and den nak step tak bersalah.
i am so not gonna talk to you until you apologise. fool.

lalala.
im bored.

okay.

some want to kiss, some want to kick you.
nurul.

goodbye.
i hate you.
and i never cared.

you know what?
i dont make sense. haha.
stayed up late yesterday until at about 3 plus cos hilman came.
haha. me, my bro and my cous talked and eat and laughed.
and i just woke up. heh.

okay.

i'll be just fine, pretending im not.
nurul.

hello.
made strawberry creme brulee just now morning.
JADI!!! hahaha.
i was so happy seh.
always, when i bake a cake or make a dessert, it always turns out to be a mess.
hahahaa. yeah, whatever.

okay.
i should be studying. =( haha.

find the strength to take that step of faith.
nurul.

hello.
my family is celebrating father's day today with my cousins.
everyone's preparing food and performance to show off their talents.
haha. i know it's not a big deal.
but im quite nervous right now. heh.
yeahh, whatever.
ahh. starcrossed by ash is playing on my playlist.
'it's truuuuuuuuue. you know that i'd die for yooooooooooooou'
heh. cute sey. =)
okay, my mom is noisy.

i am yours whenever you need me. =)
nurul.

went to macs with mom and izza yesterday.
mom bought honeydew milkshake and ask me to drink it.
i took a few sips.
and when we reached home, i feel like throwing up.
since i hate the idea of throwing up, i drank a glass of plain water.
i felt better after that.
but i woke up in the morning and i threw up.
hahahaha. den my mom forced me to drink this berry essence.
and now im so tired and hungry.
but i cant eat.
and i have tuition at 1 later. ahh.

okay.

i am breathing in the moment.
nurul.

lalala. im bored.
my cousin is coming.
am i suppose to be happy?
okay. yeay.

haiya. i feel like shit.
my body is still aching.
though my head doesnt hurt that bad.
my throat is still sore.
oh my, im hungry.
but the sight of food makes me want to throw up.
ugh, whatever.

oh. i watched the repeat telecast of american idol where JORDIN SPARKS won.
maaaan. she's DAMN good lah.
when she won, and while she was singing her song, i teared!
ahh! this is the first american idol where i teared when the winner won! haha.

~
This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment
Cuz I look around
I can't believe the love I see
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts
That was then, this is my now.

'this is my now - jordin sparks'

okay.

i am made of more than my yesterdays.
nurul.

ahhhh! fuck! fuck everything i tell you!

i feel so shitty today.
my whole body is aching.
my head hurts.
my throat is sore.
and he said, go for it. BLW.
haha. as if lah.

~
Shaking like a dog shittin' razorblades,
waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me
I'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved
while you're taking your time with apologies,
I'm making my plans for revenge
Red eyes on orange horizons
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge
I'd drive straight off the edge.

i'm bored. the song is 'radio by alkaline trio' btw. heh. =p

okay.

this kettle is seeing red.
nurul.

hello people! im baaack on demand!
hahahaha.

okay. im bored.
my whole body is aching lah.
in the morning my mom woke me with a tap on my feet.
and guess what. it hurts. hahaha.
it's only a tap lah.

hais. i know i should be studying.
but im lazy. and i have tuition at 5 later.
ahh. tired lah.

i feel like eating all those rich filling stuff.
like cream cakes.
or an ice cream sundae with a lot of whipped cream.
yeah, those stuffs.

~
Dear Jamie, I've got a letter I would like to send.
It's lacking strings of words with punctuation at the ends.

oh my. im liking that song lah.
it's called 'dear jamie...sincerely me by hellogoodbye'

okay.

but should i trust the postage due, to deliver my heart to you?
nurul.