lalala. im bored.
my cousin is coming.
am i suppose to be happy?
okay. yeay.

haiya. i feel like shit.
my body is still aching.
though my head doesnt hurt that bad.
my throat is still sore.
oh my, im hungry.
but the sight of food makes me want to throw up.
ugh, whatever.

oh. i watched the repeat telecast of american idol where JORDIN SPARKS won.
maaaan. she's DAMN good lah.
when she won, and while she was singing her song, i teared!
ahh! this is the first american idol where i teared when the winner won! haha.

~
This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment
Cuz I look around
I can't believe the love I see
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts
That was then, this is my now.

'this is my now - jordin sparks'

okay.

i am made of more than my yesterdays.
nurul.