hello.
he was sweet in the morning lah. haha.
he said dot dot dot and asked me to
do well for my exams.
and yeah. it sort of gave me something
to hold on to. =)
aiyah. and i was supposed to meet him but
my mom wanted me to follow her do sth.
so yeah. grr uhh. haha. kay, im bored.
i read qilah's blog just now and it was hilarious.
cracked up like alot of times. haha.

okayyy, i'm off.

i woke up to sunny skies of baby blue.
nurul.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

haha, okay. mad.
im happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
heeeeeehawwww.
that person was like super cute lah yesterday.

i wrote 'to tell or not to tell' as my pm.
and dot dot dot.
thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn,
he likes me. yeah, haha.

okayyyyyyyyy, im soooooo HAPPY.
dah dah dah, stop. i'll go crazy.

you're the one smiling more ah. happy only someone. haha.
nurul.

HELLO!

i am happy. hee. okay.
that person is singing to me westlife.
hahaha. so damn adorable lahhh. grr.

okay, shut up.

just close your eyes and you'll be here with me. =)
nurul.

helloooooooooooooooooooo.
i feel so i don't know?
haha, okay.
that person made me happy by telling me that
person miss me. heh.
and then this jerk have to spoil everything.
bitch hole. i never even do anything lah.
i take back my words uh.
IT IS YOUR FAULT JACKASS. I DO BLAME YOU.
AND I DON'T THINK I CARE ANYMORE. SIAL.

you're so hateful. do you know that?
nurul.

im sorry if my previous posts have not made sense.
heh. just confused with life.
but wise people around me kept telling me that i
should just lay back and see what happens.
yeah, i know i should. =)

oh oh oh! that person asked me out again!
now i dont know whether to follow or not to.
cossssss got o'levels seh. i must study.
sooooooooooooooo, i dont know. grr.

heh, okay.

i had tangles in my hair. but you made me feel so pretty. =)
nurul.

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
haha. okay, mad.

see lah. im smiling like a fooooooooooooool.
okay, shut up.

oh my god lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
hahahaahhaa.
hhehehhehehee.
get a grip seh nurul.

okay, fine.
i'll go off.

he said, missing you. =)
nurul.

hello.
um, hi.
err, i feel ummmmmmm. like aiyah neminds.
i've been feeling like shit this past few days.
cried until cannot cry anymore.
been sitting and crying and walking and crying like mad.
haha. stupid bitch. i hate myself.

then this friend of mine asked me out. =)
i didn't want to go sorta. well, i want to but i feel guilty.
but i did went. aaaand that person made my day lah sia.
the friends were disturbing and it was all cute.
i went home skipping and screaming on the phone. mad. haha.

anyway, i came late and that person told me we going to watch a m18 movie.
then i was like, you should have told me then i wouldn't come.
then that person was like, nevermind lah. just follow.
haha. then we went in the cinema.
my, the movie was like showing all those naked things.
it was like watching porn dammit.
i was uncomfortable and that person can sense that. heh.
that person was like, you're okay with it right? hahaha.

everything was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute!
if i didn't go out, i would have cried again.
so yeah. thank you alooooooot that person. =)

i don't blame you. it's not your fault.
just to let you know, i still do love you. =)
nurul.

hellohello.
met qilah after school with my brother.
i was supposed to teach qilah maths but we
lepak at carpark awhile.
heh. then my brother went home.
so we sit at one place and i taught qilah maths.
we both were sorta high at that time. haha.
but i still can think uhh. hurlamak. haha.
then we met hilya.
while we were walking towards the mrt,
qilah and i started talking crap and all. haha.
hilya was sorta irritated, i can tell.
we continued being high until we reached tamp mrt. haha.
we all sorta can't stop giggling and laughing.
it was funny and in the mrt qilah was like,
"make a straight face,".
then i looked at her, and we giggled.

my, what a giggly day!
nurul.

i feel so shit today. stupid assholes. cibai. dah takde kerje pe. gi mati uh ehh.
i wonder why such animals even live in this world. motherfucking assholes.

sherri and stacy dupree.

heh. okay. im done choosing which one i like better. i think i like stacy better. =)