Friday, October 19, 2007

hello.
um, hi.
err, i feel ummmmmmm. like aiyah neminds.
i've been feeling like shit this past few days.
cried until cannot cry anymore.
been sitting and crying and walking and crying like mad.
haha. stupid bitch. i hate myself.

then this friend of mine asked me out. =)
i didn't want to go sorta. well, i want to but i feel guilty.
but i did went. aaaand that person made my day lah sia.
the friends were disturbing and it was all cute.
i went home skipping and screaming on the phone. mad. haha.

anyway, i came late and that person told me we going to watch a m18 movie.
then i was like, you should have told me then i wouldn't come.
then that person was like, nevermind lah. just follow.
haha. then we went in the cinema.
my, the movie was like showing all those naked things.
it was like watching porn dammit.
i was uncomfortable and that person can sense that. heh.
that person was like, you're okay with it right? hahaha.

everything was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute!
if i didn't go out, i would have cried again.
so yeah. thank you alooooooot that person. =)

i don't blame you. it's not your fault.
just to let you know, i still do love you. =)

nurul.

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