hahah. jamie was like telling me that his birthday is coming.

jamie: eh my birthday coming.
nurul: oh when?
jamie: 1st april.
nurul: oh it's april fool's day!
jamie: yeah.
nurul: did you get me anything for my birthday?
jamie: nope.
nurul: okay then.

hahahahaha. did you get the point? did you? hahaha, neminds. jamie was like busted sia or sth like that. i like disturbing people. it's funny.

anyway, everytime the song 'built to last' plays at my workplace, i can't help but smile. haha. no, i'm not a retard. heh heh heh. =)

i am so tired today. worked from morning till night and it was bloody busy. tsk. haha. butbutbut, tonight was lovely. =)

you look adorable today,
nurul.

hahhahahahhahahhahaha. my brother is irritated cause he wanna use the laptop but im like stalling. neh neh neh neh neh. hahhaa. okay, my brother is talking about bapoks. -.- he said got one bapok adjusted his voice to a girl's voice before talking to him and his friends. hahaha. retard.

oh you know, i like the way daddy looks at mom when she's eating. =)

and and and, i can't wait. heh heh heh. =)

because i want you to.
nurul.

i can't sleep. tsk. and im doing opening tomorrow. =(

oh i can't wait for my payyy. haha. cause hehehehehe. neminds.

try to sleep okay?
nurul.

i woke this person up at 9 a.m. and i now i can't go back to sleep. -.- haha.

i've been feeling like crap so i talked to one of my colleagues. then she tell me all this motivational stories that made me see everything in different perspective. haha. and she was like, "don't think too much nurul. just let things happen and let nature take its course,". haha. okay uh, i do think alot. for nothing.

oh and there's this thing. ohmygod. I CAN'T WAIT! hahaha. yeay yeay yeay!

yay:).gd gd.
nurul.

okay i can't sleep. so here i am.

i feel like im stuck. im not moving forward nor am i looking backwards. im pulled in both directions. and it makes me feel like shit. i can't move forward cause i feel guilty. i don't want to look backwards cause i want to be happy. oh hell. i need some brownies and ice cream. thanks.

on your machine i slur a plea for you to come home. but i know it's too late.
nurul.

heyyy. went to hilya's house and did a cover of a song. hilya was recording it and qilah kept making funny faces. so there are parts which are replaced by laughters instead of singing. -.- thanks qilah. haha.

and heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. =D aiyah. whatever eh nurul.

"we'll go ice skating one day,".
nurul.

you know. i don't want to get involved in all of this shit actually. but since you gave your piece of mind, why not i do the same? =)

im not gonna take sides. i think all this shit was just a misunderstanding which could be solved in a nicer way. both of them should have talked things out instead of attacking each other at their own blogs.

and please, it's unfair for you to just hear one side of the story and then straitaway judge. well, i've heard my friend's side of the story. but i haven't heard the other side's. so care to fill me in?

i'm sick of all this bitch fits. don't you have better things to do than barging in their argument?

and to my dear friends, both of you should not blame each other. why not meet up and clear this misunderstandings for once? =)

i think i've said what i want. so it's up to both of you to clear this mess which i hope you do. =) and i'm sorry if i hurt any of your feelings.

nurul.

i stumbled upon my 'the afters' cd. haha.
it's been a long time since i listened to
them.

anyway, went to johor with family yesterday.
we watched 'the spiderwick chronicles'.
it's good. got alot of suspense. haha.
go watch people. =D

oh and syahmi likes eisley. HAHA!
so adorable lah.

maybe a greater thing will happen,
nurul.

i think i am pms-ing. i get irritated just by
looking at kiu seng's face. or maybe i just
dislike him alot. fucker. he talks so much.

kiu seng: nurul, your opening very bad you know.
nurul: oh. why?
kiu seng: cause you never eat when the food came out. blahblahblah...
nurul: *interrupts* eh, is just eating only what.
kiu seng: blahblahblah...
nurul: *shows irritated face*

eh sialah. i did everything im supposed
to do except eat. and that is very bad?
i swear my hands are gonna land on his
face someday. he thinks he's the manager
or something. everybody hates that asshole.
haha. okay, i shall shut up.

ahhhh. im going back to work at 5.30. hais.

tears stream down on your face when you lose
something you can't replace.
nurul.

hello. went out with hilya, aqilah and nads
on friday. i thought i just wanna buy a pair
of shoes. but i ended up spending more than
i need. shit. haha. the day was funny.

and apparently hilya and aqilah blogged
about the cat in the toilet incident. -.-
come on mannn. i can't believe you guys. haha.

anyway, i can't wait to start school!
but i'm scared at the same time. yeah,

maybe,
nurul.

oh dear. my uncle just passed away.
i feel weird. like...i don't know.
aiyah. whatever.

hahaha. my baby brother is so retarded.
he wants to go to the toilet and shit.

syahmi: kakak, can i shit?
nurul: no, cannot.
syahmi: huh..why?
nurul: cannot.
syahmi: *whines* please.
nurul: ok go.
syahmi: *runs off*

haha. retard.

oh and my mom is so annoying. i bought and
wore contacts. and she pulled me to my dad
who is washing the dishes in the kitchen.

mommy: ayah, you see your daughter's eyes.
daddy: *turns around and looked at me*
nurul: *smiles*
mommy: *hits me*
nurul: ayah, is it wrong?
mommy: *hits me*
nurul: why are you hitting me? i'm asking ayah
whether it is wrong. so ayah, is it wrong?
mommy: *hits me*
daddy: *turned to look at mom* what's wrong
with you?

haha. irritating sia. oh and then i wore this
colourful necklace when i wanna go out. then
she was like why you wearing that necklace.
i mean, it's a freaking necklace for god's sake.
so petty.

anyway. i feel so..i don't know. i mean, there
are times when i feel happy and stuff. but then
my mood swing comes. i will stare into space
and feel like crap. hais. whatever lah.

could it be that everything goes around by
chance? or only one way that it was always
meant to be?
nurul.

hey. i just got back from watching a midnight
movie with mommy. she asked me out. hehe. =p

we watched LEAP YEARS. it's a great movie.
you people have to watch it. i cried until
i thought i was going crazy. HAHA. whatever.
and i think that 29th february is special.
cause it happens only once every four years.

i am like inspired by the movie. hahaha.
the movie kept me wondering. i have been
wondering ever since the movie ended. it's
like...um, i don't know. i just wonder..

it is not in the stars that holds our destiny
but in ourselves - william shakespeare.

okay. i shall just shut up.

there's gotta be a million reasons why it's true,
nurul.