oh dear. my uncle just passed away.
i feel weird. like...i don't know.
aiyah. whatever.

hahaha. my baby brother is so retarded.
he wants to go to the toilet and shit.

syahmi: kakak, can i shit?
nurul: no, cannot.
syahmi: huh..why?
nurul: cannot.
syahmi: *whines* please.
nurul: ok go.
syahmi: *runs off*

haha. retard.

oh and my mom is so annoying. i bought and
wore contacts. and she pulled me to my dad
who is washing the dishes in the kitchen.

mommy: ayah, you see your daughter's eyes.
daddy: *turns around and looked at me*
nurul: *smiles*
mommy: *hits me*
nurul: ayah, is it wrong?
mommy: *hits me*
nurul: why are you hitting me? i'm asking ayah
whether it is wrong. so ayah, is it wrong?
mommy: *hits me*
daddy: *turned to look at mom* what's wrong
with you?

haha. irritating sia. oh and then i wore this
colourful necklace when i wanna go out. then
she was like why you wearing that necklace.
i mean, it's a freaking necklace for god's sake.
so petty.

anyway. i feel so..i don't know. i mean, there
are times when i feel happy and stuff. but then
my mood swing comes. i will stare into space
and feel like crap. hais. whatever lah.

could it be that everything goes around by
chance? or only one way that it was always
meant to be?
nurul.